take a deep breath my man just breathe buddy i hope you get through this, you will b all right not the end of the world.. so so sorry he is gone.. charlie might b with al capone an john gotti now.. that is a good way to look at it.. so so sorry my man.. i hope you took some selfies with your friend. how is your family doing though? i hope they are all doing good.. you will get through this my friend..