Oh, man, I know all to well how your feeling, Pat. I can't, and won't try and make you feel any better, considering I am in a very common situation, but be reassured, your not alone. I, among othes across the globe, know exactly how you feel. What with loves, and grades, and authority, along with everyday stress that all go through. Everyday seems to be worse then the day before, but there are slight moments when all is good. It is confusing, and it does suck large, hairy, sweaty balls that reaks of ass juice, but it's very normal. I could go on and on about my problems but I am sure you have plenty of examples in your own life to look at but its alright...it gets better, or so I've been told.