Hey thanks for the advice guys, I appreciate it.

The thing is, I think I have a slight case of O.C.D because these thoughts bombard my train of thought. I try not to think about it, But it won't stop.

Also because she and I were pretty crazy, I know what she's like in bed( or out of it) and she has the power to really have guys chasing her.

I know I shouldn't dwell on something I can't change, But i really can't help it. I don't want to get trapped by my thought, But damn these thoughts are so detailed. I'm having them right now. Things like her groaning in pleasure while some other guy gives it to her etc etc. Trust me, very graphic thoughts and it's making me physically ill.

I have writers block and I'm not even happy that my C.D will be released this year. You see, she was with me every step of the way and now....she's gone.

The hero and the coward both feel the same thing, but the hero uses his fear, projects it onto his opponent, while the coward runs. It's the same thing, fear, but it's what you do with it that matters. Cus D'Amato