Originally Posted By: Capo de La Cosa Nostra
If I may...

How/why did you break up? Was it a mutual thing?


We weren't hanging out as much as we used to. We used to live together for two years, but I had to leave that place and she moved back in with her Mom.

Plus, I've been working on my debut album (Under ground conscious hip hop, not Gangster shit :p). An album is hard work and takes up a lot of your time. She said to me, that she was starting to feel like I was putting her second (which I was) and that she wanted to spend more time together doing real stuff, not just sexual etc. I was for it, but i kept finding myself getting busier and busier and then I get locked up for 2 and half weeks, on top of that.

So, I was telling her to stay patient, let me finish this music shit and we'll get back to where we were. Now, she would break down crying saying " you don't love me like you did" and i would assure her I did(which I did), but we were only seeing each other about twice a week as opposed to every minute.

One day, we had a massive fight over the phone. I went out and when I returned home drunk, I walked to her house and banged on her window. She opened it and I said" You don't wanna be with me anymore do you etc etc blah blah. She replied" this isn't even a relationship anymore etc etc..you've let me down and hurt me too much and I'm not going to rely on you to keep me happy anymore"

That's basically it.


The hero and the coward both feel the same thing, but the hero uses his fear, projects it onto his opponent, while the coward runs. It's the same thing, fear, but it's what you do with it that matters. Cus D'Amato