SB,
Good luck to you.

Feel free to vent or even "bitch". I'll understand. If it's any consolation, the first week is horrible and it gradually gets better week after week.
For me, June 15 will be one year already. I can't believe I did it.

Do I think about smoking yes. I still feel drawn to cigaret smoke, but no longer feel the need to have one. I can live with occasionally getting a little urge as long as I know I can overcome it.
Good luck!!!
TIS