I could never have had them that close and not light up. I made sure I had no cigarettes anywhere near me. I even asked the guys at work if we could go for Chinese instead of our usual deli, because the deli sells cigarettes.

I did pretend to smoke my pen several times throughout the day, though.

I hope and pray that I have the resolve that you have today. I think that's wonderful. I was hoping for a whiff outside the office today, but it was raining and there were no smokers outside. So, that doesn't sound ridiculously insane? I also made everyone at work smell me because I was so happy that I don't smell like smoke.