Originally posted by Letizia B.:
Other times it feels like it got too full and my brain did an automatic "delete" on everything, and I forget everything.
I had such a thing too. With Liszt's etudes. Like a blank page. After a hard work it's not gratifying.
Originally posted by Letizia B.:
I do have ambition, but I need to find a balance and find the right time to ease up on the discipline a little.
I remember even I, aka "The Ambitious and smaht-not-dumb", didn't have all the highest marks. Finally I persuaded muself that if I hate Biology and Geography it's not a big deal. Nobody will ever wish to know what I got. So fighting for them is a waste.
